So after all of the snooping/texting/large eggplant emoji drama, things went back to normal with Robert(1) and I. Except for the fact that he became really jealous (big surprise). He was super needy and was accusing me of things for no reason – other than the fact that his trust in me was nonexistent. This is normally the kind of behavior I would not put up with, but I was still feeling EXTREMELY guilty from the whole ordeal.
Robert(1) and I were fighting and he was getting emotional, asking me to be his girlfriend. On the third time this happened in 2 weeks, I agreed. It didn’t feel real to me, as I knew I was doing it just to make him happy. I only told one of my friends about it.
10 days later, we broke up. Turns out, it doesn’t work when you agree to be in a relationship out of guilt. The real question is——- why did I let him influence me into doing something I had no desire to do? This is extremely out of character for me and makes me angry at myself.
Here’s the lesson kids: Listen to your gut.